Syrup
Where I live
Ants find any sweetness.
a sex thinktank
Bulleted woman
With a messed up face
Saw her unmarred self
Bloom in sleep
Somewhere along the brow
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Definition: a form of outercourse practiced by devout Mormons in a failed attempt to keep the law of
chastity. See also Provo Push and Provo Soak.
Like most men, I learned to float to prevent
from drowning, from dipping too deep
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If I trace the lines of your palm
with only the tip
by Scherezade Siobhan
De Sade’s Leeches – II
my dear, there is no art – to how a horse breaks – all thresholds are contrived to corrupt –
make what you will of thunder – under the flashlight, we are all – a provocation of insects –
spry economies, stubborn facts – decimals changing places – between wriggle & release
once rifled, combed, aborted – the body is a museum for curating – the threadbare
indignities of biology – the annais i carnage – the plinth i mock, because – we are sitting
ducks for a seismic jailbreak – my name splits the difference – between a sin and a crime –
diamonds on a leather strap – my name kinks your neck – a collar of fur – all kinesis, all
nausea – trauma makes a dactylogram of my arms – a pupil of forensics – tutelary fucks –
proof so evident, it is invisible – therefore, i unmarry my psychosis – between the person &
the pill – i brush the gun – guzzle the barrel – hazard the trapdoor – charcoal blackmails my
skin – my desire is oil on canvas – fervent with a polished musculature – i conceal its
etiology, slip out the seedling – from under the stone, a hand – because the children here
have turned – to stone – the stone has turned to god – god has turned – thats all – god has
turned – to where there are no exits – just the dead grin – of a bedouin horse – stilllife & all
that
by Caitlin Scarano
A Poem to Multiple Men
Who made and mended my wrists
of wire. Copper conductors of heat
and electricity. Think of the synaptic
dance, jaw loose daze as you bend
me over and peer inside. I keep you
around to witness the holes in me
I can never see. In the morning we part
wordless, mired mouths, semen on my chest,
the sun rapping against my window
like a chipper neighbor in need of sugar.
I learned the price of loving
a place more than a person: that’s how
I lost one. Were we ever happy? I wrote
and then stomped through each creekbed
between our bodies with kneehigh
galoshes. Most days I take a girl
for a mask. I hide my teeth behind
my hair and pretend to love snow. Give me
the boy with the belly of an ox, give me
one like a child’s tower of blocks
that I can knock down and rebuild
until the game tires of us. I hope you find
someone who loves you. I was never the girl
next door, I was the one cackling beneath
the radiator, bruising herself behind
the eyes. Chasing the moonsure,
the white dog, the man who left me
with a tongue of coal dust.
He’s really no different than the boy
I made into jigsaw and kissed in the rain
until one of us bled.
by Joy Ladin
II:6
You don’t get why I beg you
To tie my hands to the bed
And stuff my mouth
With something warm and white
Ripped from the fabric of life
By fingers you tighten around my neck.
You think it has something to do with guilt and pleasure,
Or the origin of tragedy
In the human need
To act out what we suffer,
Or maybe the simple bitchiness
Of forcing you to savor
A capacity for pain
Almost as bottomless as your desire
To hear my cries
As pleasure. Omniscience
Oblivious
To the obvious: as long as I
Am free to flee, I can’t fulfill your fantasy
Of making love
Out of mortal terror.
by Emma Erickson
roses too bloom
I hear babies grow
I hope mine doesn’t
I’d keep my truth warm
but in the shade dark
maybe purple it reminds
me of coloring when you
wipe your dripping nose
with your wrist and leave
it shining in crooked light
where did the clouds go
here in between yellows
by Whitney Kerutis
The hem of lungs pick up at 4am
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